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20 Feb 2023: man ko baat

Abhi career ke loye boht kuch karn ahai Aur maine thoda thoda socha hua hai IIT gandhinagar srip Alison par ms excel and is type ke courses free wale Biswa sir lab Azeorover making Studies Thoda comfusikn hai ki kaise karenge yeh sab saath mai par karna hai aur karunga hi... 

20 Feb 2023: kya mai deserve nahi karta

Today was a very wierd and little sad day, I was feeling very sad and was not able to dismiss this feeling. Today I had my Fluid Mechanics practical.  I prepared for it both written and viva and went to college and reached by 9:05am. On 30ty Jan, when our exams begin, I forgot to call/inform Aakriti that I have reached, so she felt bad and got angry, I realised my mistake, apologised and from next exam onwards, messaged her as I reached the college, but eventually she stopped seeing those messages and started to do what I did mistakenly on first day. Today I decided I will not message first,  And guess what, no message came from her side, means she got angry and sad when I did not inform and now herself does this, and expects me to not feel bad. I think she also like others take me for granted.  Literally on some days her wordings are like : "chocolate/ice cream dekar mana lungi, sorry 5-6 baar bolkar mana lungi" etc. This clearly feels like my feelings are not respected,...

Parchayi

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Sab chale gaye ab kya tum bhi chale jaoge? Jaana toh sabko hi hai, toh kya abhi hi chale jaoge? Mana ki galtiyan/kamiyan boht hai ham main, lekin kya ham khud ko badal nahi sakte? Chalo koi nahi, Jana hai toh jao, jiyo zindagi, khush raho, Koi dukh nahi hamein, Kam se kam meri parchayi toh hai khadi mujhe gale lagaye...

12th December 2022, Monday

Ghatiya din Subah utha, boht hi vichitra sapna tha, dimaag kharab hogaya. Apne upar gussa aya Tayyar hua Kuch bhi pehn ne ka socha dull types College gaya 9:07 pohocha koi nahi aaya tha 9:12 still no one, tyagi ma'am came to check number of  students. 9:15 rinki came 9:17 neha came After that shriti, muskan, rama, came. Then jo bhi aya chala gaya. Lab mai sirf mai, rinki, shriti, aryan bache the. Centrifugal pump wala firse karna ka nirnya liya. Kiya fir Par fir 10am ma'am aayin, neeru ma'am... Unhon ebataya we did wrong... And ham, last week lab mai khush the ki sahi hai... Fir sahi readings li... Pura lab paani paani hogaya Paani ki barbaadi as always in FM lab All equipments leaky 11:05 lab se bahar nikle  Harshit/rinki ko call Kiya par nahi uthaya, called so they can take away their bags.  Aarja mili, kaha ki expt aaj konsa Kiya, bataya Maine ki pump Kiya. Usne kaha mujhe batado, Maine jaakr procédure explain kardiya lab jakar. I came out then. Had got a call+msg from...

11th December 2022, Sunday

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10th December 2022, Saturday

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