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20 Feb 2023: man ko baat

Abhi career ke loye boht kuch karn ahai Aur maine thoda thoda socha hua hai IIT gandhinagar srip Alison par ms excel and is type ke courses free wale Biswa sir lab Azeorover making Studies Thoda comfusikn hai ki kaise karenge yeh sab saath mai par karna hai aur karunga hi... 

20 Feb 2023: kya mai deserve nahi karta

Today was a very wierd and little sad day, I was feeling very sad and was not able to dismiss this feeling. Today I had my Fluid Mechanics practical.  I prepared for it both written and viva and went to college and reached by 9:05am. On 30ty Jan, when our exams begin, I forgot to call/inform Aakriti that I have reached, so she felt bad and got angry, I realised my mistake, apologised and from next exam onwards, messaged her as I reached the college, but eventually she stopped seeing those messages and started to do what I did mistakenly on first day. Today I decided I will not message first,  And guess what, no message came from her side, means she got angry and sad when I did not inform and now herself does this, and expects me to not feel bad. I think she also like others take me for granted.  Literally on some days her wordings are like : "chocolate/ice cream dekar mana lungi, sorry 5-6 baar bolkar mana lungi" etc. This clearly feels like my feelings are not respected,...